Its almost 3 30 am.
Im sitting here listening to Sigur Ros.
This song, Svefn-G-Englar.
I could hear it forever.
I reminds me of so much stuff.
Especially a part in Vanilla Sky.
For those that saw it, its the song that plays when hes on the roof at the end, and I aint sayin more than that.
I kicked Krystal out of my life. She cried.
I did what i had to do.
She doesn;t understand,
and i dont either. My emotions are all over the scale.
Especially the ones for her.
We dated for awhile but i just didnt feel anymore.
Shes a real sweetheart cutie but I dont think we mesh well as a couple.
I get pretty jealous when she talks to other guys and i hate it because i dont want to be with her and i know that.
And I told her, that I cant talk to her anymore because it would be better for both of us.
Theres something wrong with me. And Im not sure what it is.
I know i dont like it.
but in the end, I know we'll both be better off without psycho drama caused by me.
Maybe in another life when we are both cats. |